"Maggie Jones"

So, I am just this girl~~

I love being silly, and hanging with friends. I love being with someone who enjoys the time that is spent with me. I love being "Me" cause thats what I am good at!! I am outgoing, loud, fun, & I am witty, (or so I have been told). I love laughing, and I love everything about life that is simple, and "just works." I am really easy to get along with.
I want people in my life who take each word I speak to heart. Who listen, and know that I mean what I say, and I do what i say as well. I am a thinker. I have to have a plan, good and bad. I need to know what way I will go, or how I will overcome something that was not planned for. I am not over analytical -- and most of the time do not over think things. I am very mellow, as long as I feel comfortable, and know that what decisions I am going to make are going to make me into a stronger, better person. I look for each life situation as an opportunity to learn and grow. I still learn things daily, about people, and about myself.
I am a simple girl, with simple wants in life: ( Or what I believe are simple things)

1. To fall in love with someone who loves me, for me.
2. To hang out with the most amazing group of friends, who always put each other first, instead of thinking of themselves.
3. To have a solid family, where when each other are together, there are times spent making memories, and setting foundations for rituals in the future as we grow older.
4. To make sure that each person I encounter knows that I am the type of person to give the shirt off my back to make sure that others are taken care of, and happy. This is who I am, and who I love to be!!!
5. To do kind things for people, each day. Always do some random act of kindness. FOR EXAMPLE: This morning, I bought the persons order in the Starbucks drive-thru, and told the lady to tell them to pass on the good deed to someone else today! I am so sure that made their day -- I know how I felt the 1st time that happened to me. :) I will never forget to always do good deeds.
6. To have the most amazing job, giving back to people. Making a different in the world. Knowing that each time I go to work, I am doing something for others. This could mean completing my degree and doing what I want in life. Going on to Law School, and becoming the attorney that I dream of being. Or going into the Criminal Justice system, as a police officer, or some other area of law enforcement. Could be currently the job that I do now. I do not know what direction my life will take me -- but all I know is, I love having a rewarding job.
7. To raise the most amazing kids ever! To focus on family, and building a home where there is love, and closeness. I cant wait to put a "home" together, and STAY THERE!!!! Ah, I think I have seen enough moving to last years!!!

I know what I want, but putting things into words, is sometimes difficult for me. I can think about things and just make it work, but trying to tell you about it, is alittle more work than I sometimes can do. Ah what I wouldn't give to get my bluntness back again. When I say things, I mean them. But, I have a bad habit to sometimes talk before I think. My bluntness gets away with me. Whoops. LOL.

I hate how sometimes I can hurt people who mean a lot to me. I push them away.... but at the same time, scare myself that I can have such amazing thoughts and feelings about things, or people and then maybe I start "thinking" too much. I sart looking at situations, and start running thoughts through my head, or situations which could result in decisions that are made by other parties. Scary -- but, I have to plan ahead. Most of the time, I plan for the worst, because sometimes I am too nice, and in the end,.... lets be honest... the nice always lose. Nothing ever happens in my life, or should I say currently which stands by my side, or ends up lasting. Most of the time, this usually happened because I never allowed it too. Now-a-days, I dont know what the deal is, but I wish I did. What the heck is wrong with a cute girl, with an amazing personality!!?? JUST LET IT SHINE, AND I WILL BE MYSELF!!!

I want just the simple times. Happiness, love, togetherness, and most of all to be a team, and have the most amazing family. All in a nutshell -- I know I have this life at my fingertips. Will I be able to hold on,.... or will it slip through my fingers? I guess only time will tell -- but people need to know that I am trying, and I am giving what it takes to hold on. It always takes more than one person though -- or else everything in life would be so easy and obtainable. BORING.

Thats all for now ... check back soon -- I am sure I will have more thoughts!! :)