Feeling Better....

These past 2 weeks have been super rough on me. I think its now time I say "I give up!" I have gone ABOVE and BEYOND what I would normally do in a situation, and I have let this eat me up inside for too long now. Who has time, or a place in their life for people who make meaningless comments, or threats? I know it isn't true. I also know I am a better person for saying, " If you have nothing better to do with your time,.... THEN HAVE AT IT!"

This stress is not good for me, or Ethan. A few days ago, I was at home and felt like I was having contractions. Not strong strong ones, but I felt like it was strong enough to catch my attention. So, I researched Braxton Hicks, to find out the time table they usually start. I know I could be having them now, which is normal, however pain with them, is not. Yesterday on the other hand, I felt like I was in labor!! I was sitting at work and all the sudden, I was doubled over in my chair-- They were coming about every 5 minutes or so, and let me tell you--- It HURT!
I called my Dr. and he asked if I was drinking enough water, etc. etc. I told him I probably hadn't drank enough water yesterday, and he said that I MUST start drinking, because I can bring on pre-term labor if I am dehydrated. So, I did as he said, drank cold water at that moment, got up and started moving around. Eventually, they went away!! Thank God!!!

Ethan is due in 119 days!! WOW... I am so thrilled...